They said dreams this big don’t happen

I sat at my desk looking at my computer with a head swimming in things that I need to do.  And I sat a little bit longer not taking any action because I thought, “I’m not good enough to do this yet.  I need more time.”  Then the self doubt filled my mind, “What am I thinking?!  I CAN’T do this!  I’m not nearly good enough!!!”  Then fear set in, “What will people think?  Will they laugh?  Will they make jokes about me??”

I sat paralyzed at my desk and began to tear up at a dream that I thought could never happen for me.  No one could POSSIBLY understand how I felt.  I’ve been there before…  with dreams bigger than me.  With naysayers who said I didn’t stand a chance.  Naysayers who were friends and family.  Broken hearted and discouraged from something I loved, I remember weeping on my bed and being told that I needed to do something with my life more practical.  More mundane.  Because that’s just what people do.

Those words still pierce to this day.

All the what ifs and could haves flood my mind when these thoughts start creeping in.  Why didn’t I do this?  Gosh I wish I would have been smarter with my time.  I shouldn’t have listened to myself and pursued my heart’s passion.  Yes, I’ve been there.  I am there.  And to some extent I will always look back saddened and wonder what if.

Sound familiar?  Surely I’m not alone.  I can’t be the only person who wasn’t given a fair shake when it came to big dreams.  Those fears and self doubt and worry?  That’s what Just Start is all about.  It’s about breaking down those tasks one bite at a time.  It’s about growing.  It’s about gaining confidence.  It’s about forgetting those lies and pursuing the truths of what you are 1000000% capable of doing.  Are you ready?  I am.  Let’s prove them wrong.

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Dreaming

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